#b3etciam feeling disonnected
My friend invited me to a paint party. I think she knew before hand that I was a survivor of a domestic violence incident. Not entirely sure. Her incident was family new. So I was happy to support her. It has been a real crap show for her and I want her to know I am here to support her.
I needed to get out of my own head. I am ready to by a house (so I thought), I had all my ducks in a row, (only in the bathtub). I went to go searching for house, because public housing is starting to feel horrible. My neighbors are horrible.
Just listened to a fight over one neighbor over hear another “called her fat”, but she was on the phone. It was bad enough the boyfriend was called, then the two women fought, children crying for them to stop. I honestly think the one daughter called the police. This was on a Wednesday. The daughter is smart and loves school. The police came and I swear that was the first time I was scared to be a possible witness to a shooting.
The last manager was sleeping with tenants for favors. The current manager seems out of her depth as well. I am angry about the last manager I think I am going to try wholsaling properties. My neighbors are getting to be too much. Public housing sucks. The manager was just arrested for sleeping with tenats for favors. He harassed me and called cps on me and had me in court last year all while I was pregnant. My neighbor was threatening me and also called ups. I tried to move and I find out someone stole my SSN and opened up lines of credit and defaulted. I am a resilient person but I can only bounce back so many times. I want to post more but I am seriously depressed and feeling disconnected.