HE’s BACCCKKKK lol

The boys’ father has made a return to our lives and has turned everything upside down. He is turning fifty and found out he has cirrhosis of the liver. Yeah he had a change of heart and he actually apologized without being asked. I was depressed for a while after my father died at the beginning of the year. My apartment was in disarray, and after one phone call of e crying to him he actually showed up and helped me. I cried for two days after he left. You think after 4 years I would have hated him just the same you never forget the bad things but damn it he reminded me why I fell in love with his dumb ass. LOL I guess him getting sick made him realized a few things about what is important. We got into a fight this weekend but it  was different he talked not yelled. I know my head is telling me don’t trust him and our relationship will never be the same but my sons know that their father can’t stay here long term but at least he is in their lives now. #littleblessings