I can’t believe as slow as 2015 felt it went by without me making a single post. I completely forgot about my poor posting duties. I tired VEDA in August. lol wait that was 2014 as well. WOW just wow so much and I didn’t document a moment here.

January

I turned 31 YEAH I did absolutly nothing. I bought a cake from schwan’s I posted it on facebook. My oldest lost his second tooth on my birthday LOL i told him it was his birthday gift to me. SAVED my self some tooth fairy money. 🙂

All year in a nutshell i did a lot of research into spirituality.

February

Discovered spirit science on youtube. Spent the next two months watching and absorbing and learning. the boys loved it so much we started doing yoga in the evenings before bed together.

March

The boys discovered Krishna videos on Youtube as well. I was getting hot and heavy into bitcoin. Bitnation, bit-governance, Anarcho-capaitalism and free states. the block chain is off the chain LOL.

April

I discover Tiny house nation. I buy a Toyota minivan. I had no idea i wanted a mini van so much until i found this one. i drove all the way to mayfield road to get eh A/c fixed and was surprised with a free rental. I have decided i want a brand new car this 2016. This is the month i was hot and heavy rediscovering my love of architechtural design. a new passion in intentional community living. Co-housing projects and going 100% off the grid.

May

I discovered that the sovereign citizens movement is follow of patriots that don’t realize sovereigns can’t also be citizens it is an oxymoron. started studying contract law and to my surprise it is true that i don’t have to pay income tax or register my car and i can go 100% off grid and live 100% free. I discovered some of the best websites in the world. that promote a one world government, but not one based on fear and war.  The venus project in Florida was rediscovered. I had learned about him in college but the media propaganda machine is so strong that it makes you forget things that are important. Subconsciously it was there along and when i found it again with all the other pieces it just clicked.

June

This is teeball time. The boy love participating in all the neighbourhood activities. Swimming. and learnign how to swim I tried but they were too scared. I try so hard to eliminate fear and shame out of my children’s lives but I have to let them go outside and sadly i am not surrounded by like minded parents. My youngest is so happy that he doesn’t have to go to school and loves homeschooling. We do a lot of projects centered around history and building the tiny house. Both boys are super excited to move into a tiny house. I found some videos on youtube that have the perfect mix. They are still giving me ideas about what they want in their tiny house. This christmas 2016 will be the best tiny house christmas yet.

July

I put my new found contract law skills to the test. As I home school and a very open spiritual non-denominational non-religious parent I discover now that I agree with Unitarian Universalism or Universal Unitarianism LOL either way, I am still not fond of traditional churuch, but there is a baptist church that has a bus that comes to our neighborhood and picks up those that might not have transportation. My boys wanted to ride it simply because it was a bus and they have not ridden a bus since daycare for a field trip. They had to go. A week of bible camp and they can ride the bus. Fine by me I will follow in my minivan.
on the third day of camp I was not in the mood to sit on the bus so I was going to follow behind. They didn’t want my youngest to ride the bus as a liability since he was not 4 yet. While waiting for the bus to pick up a load of kids a cop stops next to me and asks me where is my licsense plate I go throught he spiel that i don’t need one and not legally required to have one. The battery died to I let him tow it.

August

I go to court over the unlawful impound and win. No fees at the court or the impound HAZAH I cracked the code. My father soon after calls me at 3am; he has fallen and can’t get up. I pack up the kids and we go help papa. I am now parked on CMHA property with no plates on my van for 30 days. I am an eco nut. We are walking distance to everything why drive when it takes less time to just walk across the street then to talk to the car in the parking lot? CMHA Tows it. I have now been sleeping on a lumpy couch caring for my father who ultimately can’t do anything for himself anymore. How can anyone go to court and be lucid enough to follow their jargon. I have a high IQ yes and although i have only been studying contract law since what February of this year, Getting my car out of the impound when well rested against the city is not the same as against a private police force. I was humiliated by a black woman in court but she corrected herself after she read my brief. The Male judge was dropping hints he could see I was exhausted and in my writings I had all the key points. (I talked to him about it after the case was over). I had my kids with me all the while so they could see what is needed to be 100% responsible for oneself. I told the prosecutor my situation and They understood 100%. I again had no fees or fines against me or to get my car out. But My car would not start. i was still exhausted. I thought about putting a lien on my car before releasing it to the impound but I had thrown a rod and punctured the transmission before they towed it helping a friend. That was by far the best break down experience ever. not a lot of traffic. plenty of room on both sides and in front for the tow.

September.

I was mad I didnt’ win the case the way i know i could have. i was mad i was too tired to care about the lien. I was mad i had my own bed and couldn’t sleep in it. I was mad I couldn’t home-school the way I wanted to. I was just mad. My dad was in the hospital for 2 weeks after a mild heart attack again. the first was when he fell and couldnt get up at 3 am. i was mad i just spent 6k tricking out my mini van and now I am without a car again. i was just mad. All month long just mad and tired. Because although my dad was in the hospital i still had two kids to take care of and all i wanted to do was sleep.

October.

My dad is out of the hospital and we have physical therapist a home health aid i can get out of there is and do some stuff. Halloween was great. Still learning more contract law and designing my tiny house. trying to figure out where i am going to move to in the world because i cna’t stay in america anymore. The news is getting on my last nerves. I hate cable tv, i have not worked because i am so tired so I am arguing with my father about money. he gets a steady SSI check. I am taking care of him and NOT WORKING he wants to be stingy over 100bucks. I have cats I am not going to get rid of my cats and completely upend my life for him. I just wanted to get some cat food some new shoes a bottle of wine and something else.

Novemeber.

I half assed my way through thanksgiving. The home health aid helped me make it. lol mac and cheese sweet potatoes with marshmallows, um dressing and sliced turkey from the deli. sad part it was the same price as a whole bird but i could cook it in the microwave with gravy. JUST AS GOOD IF NOT BETTER. I might do it again LOL CMHA tried to move us to a single story 3 bedroom home. the physical therapist and all the help has petered out and he is not listening to me so my dad is getting weaker. He is obviously depressed he won’t come out of his room to eat at the table. the boys have free reign over the living room. I live on the couch. My dad doesn’t allow deep couch sitting at all. I am at my point. no sleep he is like a third child but too heavy to carry and too old to coddle. I am not a coddler ask my kids. my youngest falls and just asks for a band aide no tears no nothing since he was 2 HE JUST KNEW. My oldest crys about EVERYTHING. He is so melodramatic. love them to death. they balance each other. I swear they are a reflection of my personality split in half.

December.

CMHA finally finds a place to show us. GUESS what? There was a drive by not to long ago I swear they want to put us in the apartment where the family lived whom just lost their child. NO NOT MOVING THERE, SORRY DAD you need to go to a nursing home. the prerequisite for the nursing home was a three day stay in the hospital to evaluate his condition. TURNS OUT this fool been sitting in his room with pneumonia not saying a word. now I am mad because one i was too tired to be as thorough as i should have been as i do have a degree in holistic health. I am angry because if he would have died and my kids found him i would have never been able to let go of that level of hate for that man. The history with my father is not the best. TO do that to my kids, no no no no no no.

So the 3 day hospital stay turns into a 12 day stay. He moves into the home get settled says he likes it. It is larger then he thought and he is happy that he doesn’t have to share. he has been to jail and that is his biggest fear, dying in a place that is almost like a jailhouse infermary as he would say. I have been at his apartment my cousin sent stuff for the boys for christmas yeah we get home and the kids in the neighborhood have opened one box, says my neighbor. I had no put up the christmas tree yet as of 21 Dec when my dad went to the home. He needs stuff. The Director of the home said they would move his things they didnt so i have to get on the bus to take him somethings. it is an hour and 15 to get there you have to wait an hour to go back because the bus only runs every hour on his street. it takes 10 minutes to walk from his room to the bus stop across the street with no cross walk if the traffic is light. I didn’t put the tree up until the 23 or 24th. I bough new ornaments that is the other thing i wanted with that 100 bucks. the stupid things didn’t have string. i started to use tinsle but after ten i stopped. I was mad the boys had already seen all their gifts. I was mad the ornaments werent’ going on the tree and all the fighting I had done to get them.

Christmas day I made the boys hot cocoa and some popcorn for breakfast after they took the ribbon off the pjs on the skateboards that were left and put them on, they opened the boxes of shoes which were the only surprise left. and once all the cocoa and popcorn was gone they went outside to play found a friend went to their house and i went to sleep until they came home at dark as they are supposed to do. we watch a movie. and i think we ate pizza.

New years was very simple. I bought a bottle of bubblly wine as I call it since i know it is not real champaign. The boys got fizzy grape juice. We cleaned, smudged the negative energy out of the house popped the cork at 6pm (dark) my oldest couldn’t wait, said a blessing for the bubbles to carry our desires for a tiny house and to move away from here into the ether so that it can manifest with good intent and positive energy of happiness.

January.

My birthday was yesterday. I am truly happy as i look towards the aspirations of the coming year. My tiny house will be completed, we will become sovereign, and free to go anywhere we so please. I know how bad my father is, and although i hope he lives to see it I will not be disappointed if he doesn’t because i know he is no longer in any pain.

I have a new computer with a large screen so i am better equipped to multi-task again. someone asked about sharing my blog so I shall try to do it again. I want others to see that there is a solution to the police brutality and violence is no the answer. if every one educates themselves about the rules and how to execute all will be well. Learn the script and there would be no more Sandra Bland’s. It only takes a few Public notices/affidavits filed with the county clerk and that is it. maybe if you want a uuc-1, and several other forms if you want to stick to the current system. I will be filing those simply for my father, but i want full separation for myself.

I unschool so this is not a real homeschool blog this is just my journey.

Brightest blessings to you from the BLESSED EARTH ELEMENTALIST TRAINING CTR. (home-school) apart of the Blessed Earth Community Development I don’t know if i will make it a trust as of yet. but it will remain and unincorporated non-profit.